Amanda from Playful TV received her first ever Tantra massage on camera. They invite JOYclub members to watch the uncensored version.
By Amanda from Playful TV
When the two journalists Amanda and Filip Sandström Beijer moved to Berlin they were seeking a platform that introduced the city to them without blur. Even though there were many incredible platforms and magazines, they wanted something else, something that focused on the people behind the projects, this search finally lead to the creation of Playful Magazine – an ongoing celebration of the city that gives space for conscious, smart and creative people who are setting a social tone more than just living an individual lifestyle. A tone where freedom and passion are essential and which is also outspoken as to what politics we will accept, thus making a good example of a democratic and conscious society for the rest of the world.
As someone curious about alternative healing practices, I recently experienced my first ever tantra massage. Not only is it some what intimate, which might be why there are so few videos showing the uncensored massage in full. Especially if they include a so called ‘Happy Ending’.
Which is why we needed to release it as visual as possible without crossing any regulations on sexual content when creating our YouTube version. But also, luckily enough found out we could publish the uncensored version for you, here on JOYclub.
Going back to the day of the session, I wasn't quite sure what to expect. I'd heard a lot of things—some intriguing, others just plain confusing. But as soon as I met the practitioner, Paula, from the Berlin based Tantra studio ’Journey Within’, I felt at ease.
She had an immediate calming presence. The session began with a brief discussion about boundaries and consent. "Consent and boundaries are paramount," she reassured me. "The focus is always on your comfort and emotional well-being." It was securing that she made sure her bigest priority was my approval of every step along the way.
As the massage started, I took a shower and borrowed a blanket that I hung over my body. I was standing in the middle of the room, the light was lit by candles and a soft lamp. She got closer to me by asking for my approval, every step she took and when she stood in front of me, she asked if she was able to lay her hand on me.
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As a woman, I, just like many others have experienced assault and moments where I didn’t feel in control and in charge of my own body. This whole start to the massage was so clearly intended to make sure I and only I decided about my body, how, when and where, I would approve of her touching it.
As the massage began, I quickly realized this was more than just a physical experience. The practitioner's gentle, intentional touch was designed to help me tune into my body's energy. "Tantra massage is not just about physical pleasure. It's about connecting with your energy and understanding the emotional and spiritual aspects of yourself," she explained. This holistic approach allowed me to explore feelings and sensations I'd long ignored.
There was a playful, yet deeply profound, energy in the room. It felt like a safe space to explore parts of myself that I'd ignored. "It's not what people often think," she said with a knowing laugh. "There's so much more depth and meaning."
I already knew before the session that I would be open for the yoni massage as well, and when she asked me, I nodded, yes. She wore gloves, and it felt more like I was having sex with myself then being touched by someone else, however - not like masturbation.
By the end of the session, I felt lighter, more attuned to my body and emotions, and strangely energized. It was a holistic experience, touching not just my physical being but also my mind. The session was a beautiful reminder of the importance of connecting with oneself on all levels. It wasn't just a massage—it was something else, a bodily experience where I was even more sure of the importance of consent and the role it can play for us and our pleasure.
My takeaway
Tantra massage turned out to be a rich experience. It wasn’t really about the physical touch, but more of an inner self exploration, getting in tune with myself - body and mind. For anyone curious about exploring new parts of themselves, I believe this could be a way of doing so, together with a practitioner you’re feeling safe with.
Have you ever dived into the world of tantra? Maybe you've received a tantra massage before or practiced it along with your partner? Let us know in the forum!
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